My youtube channels just feel boring now ever since the layout change and loosing all those dead subscribers just made it feel like people have lost interest in me and the fact that i don't reach 1k as i use to on WoPairs.
It feels like I made this awesome cake that is really yummy and everyone is enjoying it then I accidentally split something bad on it that it became uneatable.. maybe it's the worry of college that's making me feel this way.. or i see other youtubers still keeping their success of their channels strong after youtube's layout change and the removing of dead subscribers.
I don't feel successful even tho I have a machinima partnership, I feel like i need to do better, make my channels into a content creation sort of channels, making frequent videos on a timetable as a partner should be doing, but as I said I'm too worried about college and I can't find the time to make gaming videos, I think by the time I sort my living situation out after I comple my further education and get a good job that I need to start from square one to try and make my channel feel successful again.. I thought I was on the right tack when every video I put up reached 1k =/